WHiiTE GiiRL!

How I think. *Important: Mind you ALL of these are just MY personal opinions!* Life: Like most, I believe life's a test. Test- Noun: A set of questions, problems, or the like, used as a means of evaluating the abilities, aptitudes, skills, or performance of an individual or group; examination. So, life being a test, we're givin: Challenges. Teachers give you tests based on what you've learned, what they've taught. They hand you tests that they think you can accomplish but will challenge you. God, being the teacher, Gives us problems to solve, why else would we be here? Things like: People we love passing, changing, substance abuse, having poeple hurt us emotionally; physically, feeling like our lives are breaking in our hands, etc. You are being judged on how these things are handled. Everyone will fall and feel helpless and lost. You can either take every tear, every bad think and use it to help just one person, grow from it, and relate to others. Oor, you can fall, and stay on your knees, feeling sorry for yourself. Happiness: When you're a kid and you're stupid teachers and psycho parents are telling you with a cracked out smile on their face "You can do and be whatever you want!" Well, those stupid-sycho's are dead right. If you actually truely want something, to be something, you will be it. You just need drive and desire, I promise you this. Some just have to work harder than others, that's ok. Sadness: It's never bad to be upset, sad,or angry. But, ot's only healthy to an extent. When people, normally at a younger age, fall into that state of lose and depression, they're there for so long, it s what they know. They've literally become "Comfortably numb,". They've sunk so low for so long, they don't realize they have a choice. What some don't know is: You have at least two choices in EV.ER.Y.THING. Religion: *PERSONALLY* I do not believe for one second you have to be sealed to any temple, be baptized at any age to any church, or anything of that: to live with God, the father; and Jesus, the Christ. I believe: You can be athiest and still have the chance, after death, to go to the "first" heaven. Lets use Gordan B. Hinkely for and example. He was probably the closest to perfect I knew. But if he wasn't a "leader" of the church, wasn't baptized, sealed, none or that, he wouldn't have a chance to be with his father and brother? If he didn't believe in them on Earth, but passed, and wanted that second chance, he would go to Hell? Everyone says "only God will judge me" or "It's not our place to say where people will go" But yet, we can sit and say "Athiests, people who don't go to church, lost God, aren't sealed (etc.)" wont live with our father again? Huh, hypocritical, ya? Every church I have been to since I've been old enough to know better, has (to me) been mislead; and wrong. So, I know I don't surround myself with that. I do believe in God, I don't have to fallow all this man-orginized stuff, to prove that. life's a test (like I explained before). we can do all the church/temple stuff after life, but we have different things to do and acheive. Gay rights (Those who agree, and disagree,): How many time threw your life have you been pointed at, made fun of, and told you're wrong for what you do or believe? Everyone know what that feels like, I sure do. So imagine Being born or choosing to be gay and family (may or may not) turn on you, other people, friends, etc. Having cultures and religions telling and preaching to families kids and up, Gay people are wrong, and a sin. You can't get married, to the one you LOVE, can't have kids in what not. Even if you disagree, you have to admit, that'd hurt even you. A lot of people strictly have a problem with gay people only 'cause, a lot tend to rub it in. Well, remember 9/11? I cannot name a time when our country stood up, better, and stronger, together, after that attack. We were told we're a bad country, we're wrong, we stuck it to them. That's how gay people feel, attacked. The hate and what not, is coming from both sides. Neither are right.